bad day today.
dudes, bear with those people don't give chances. coz you won't be able to get or do what you want to do.
i shall mention no more, in case some people thinks that i'm stupid and unreasonable and whatever it is.
to all the people out there: fight for your chance when you have one. don't give up. coz sometimes there's only one chance and you have to go and fight for it. sometimes you may give yourself a chance, but others won't.
for example, people who will snap at you not to give you a chance instead of explaining nicely why they cannot offer you that chance.
WHOLE WORLD, LAUGH IT OUT. I AM A TOY/ PET. SOMETHING THAT WILL HELP YOU WHEN YOU NEED IT AND WILL BE IGNORED WHEN YOU DON'T NEED IT. SOMETHING THAT COMFORTS PEOPLE INSTEAD OF BEING COMFORTED.
it's okay. as long as i think that i didn't do the wrong thing. fine, i'll serve you all, and you all turn the cold shoulder on me. but in the end, the thick-skinned you will still be at the losing end.
i really don't wish to post this entry, but things are really going out of hand. forced to do this.
sigh. might as well just die now. i've enough of everything. GO EXPERIENCE IT YOURSELF, THE TASTE OF BEING IGNORED OR NOT CARED, COZ YOU MUST BE NUTS AT IT.