i guess some kind people are making me, more irritated these days.


yeah i know it's partly my fault, but let me tell you why i am defensive. coz i don't see the reason why i should admit it to you people.


i've tried to, but then it's always, without fail ignored. like so what if i go around apologizing and saying it's my fault and whatever crap. no one bothers, anyway. people only see it as i have no one else to go to or that i'm trying to seek some freakin attention. makes matters worst. way worst. what's the diff? isn't it the same as not trying to admit? =.="


go on, if you think that i am one idiot who only blames others and defend myself. as long as i myself know that i am not like that and i know why i am doing that. GO ON. SAY THAT I AM AN IDIOT WHO ONLY BLAMES OTHERS.


that's why sometimes i also don't see the purpose of forgiving in this way. if you got the guts to tell me off, then you come and look for me.


when i feel that it's partly my fault, people will start attacking me more. I WiLL FEEL MUCH BETTER EH. there's no need to blame others one la... coz people will start defending one.... it makes no diff... then when i talk something people will start to @#$%!^& at me... OMG SO KIND MAN.


eeyeergh i don't know la. i'll just go talk to mrs wong man. hahahahahaha. -.-"

Bravo-ian 2:37 PM