thursday.
drama filming was great.
dance was screwed.
shooting was er, ok.
i've made new specs! (though i can only collect it the week after)
my favourite sandals are here.
but, honestly, i think it's good enough. at least good enough for them to do it without having the interest. thanks, anyway :]
maybe it would not turn out to be an A, but, i'll just work hard for the appreciation test. if not, i'll have to beg my piano teacher to let me take the next prac exam.
will have to wear no.4 for 2 consecutive days. nonono it's gonna stink! gosh.
trainfire+IMT! =/
omg the DVD which they filmed for us costs a friggin $15. like wth? luckily we had better ideas of sharing it. hint hint.
sometimes i think some people have to recall about their own attitudes.
a nice example would be telling me to shut up when i talk instead of when some others are talking. even talking crap or lame stuffs. like wtf la. so what if you are bias. what's the purpose of the motto when biasity is present? let me give you another example, using unknowns X,Y and Z.
1st scenario:
let Y be me.
X partners Y while walking one day. Z gets left out because we're odd numbered. X sees that Z is left alone, so X tells Z to join us and walk together. Y was fine with it.
2nd scenario:
let Y be me again.
X partners Z while walking one day. Y gets left out because we're odd numbered. X didn't bother that Y is alone, and continues walking and chatting happily with Z. Y tried to ask X whether Y can join them, but X ignored. Y had to walk alone at the back and the whole ____ treated Y as some freakin invisible creature.
use your common sense to do compare and contrast between the 2 scenarios here. biasity still not shown? fine, i'll give you another example.
1st scenario:
let Y be me again.
*this time, i'll change who is X and who is Z.
Y decided to run with X. X didn't want coz X wanted to run with Z. ok, Y didn't say anything. nobody said anything too.
2nd scenario:
let Y be me.
*this time, i'll add another W.
Y decided to run with Z. X didn't mind not running with Z. suddenly W pops in and complains/ scolds that YOU SHOULDN"T CHOOSE WHO TO RUN WITH COZ WE"RE IN A ____!
don't get the biasity there? fine. let me explain. in other words, that means that SOME PEOPLE get to choose who they want to be with while some people don't, and get scolded somemore. SO WHAT you people've got some closer friends in the ____? like WHATEVER.&^%$$#@and to some other person: please seriously loook at your own attitude. so what you and your same-type-of-stupid-attitude friend excel in school. so what if you have a good friend to depend on now and no neeed to worry even if others ignore you. SO WHAT. look at yourself first before complaining la, like wth. so what i seem like a toy to you? someone whom you talk to when you need and turn a FREEZING cold shoulder when you don't need to. SO WHAT YOU'VE GOT THE SUPPORT OF OTHERS. whatever.
and to another person: fine, i may have treated you like a toy, but seriously, it wasn't done on purpose. fine, i'll apologise to you now, but hey, look, how many thousands of others are treating me the same way too, excluding you and some others. seriously, you don't feel as hurt as me. and I DON"T GET COMFORTS OK. i have to survive alone. SORRY.
who will bother to ask me how i am in the class when i am feeling very sick? who will bother to ask me how i feel when i am feeling sad? like no, all that some people do is to just sit there and chat happily. wait for me to go approach you for help? heh, that seems more like i wanted your pity. so sometimes i seriously think that nobody in the world cares. i'm just another extra human being that managed to survive in the world huh.
fine. i'll forget those things for now. but some people still claims that they're pissed with me or something huh.
