[Transformers] Destroy

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

what do you want me to do before you can change
what do you want me to do before you can understand
what do you want me to do before you are satisfied
what do you want me to do before you can work together

What do you want me to do?

when i thought of transferring school
when i applied for IP
i thought i would never see you people again
i thought i would never don the motto again
but i thought of coming back
to serve as an external activity
even if it is troublesome
even if it takes up time
so what if you focus on your exams
do i look like i am not?
somemore, we are in the same level
you should know more than anyone else
read for yourself, on my tagboard
not only you, and the others too
i don't wish to complaint about anything
however, at this moment,
i seriously see no future
although it also seems to be no end
if i am standing at any side
i would be betraying somebody at least
why are you giving up at this moment
at this crucial moment, when passion is needed the most
do you think you are helping anyone?
call me inconsiderate, selfish, over-enthu, childish, stupid, brainless, crazy, WHATEVER
i have done what i can do
if you don't even help yourself,
even God cannot help you.

go and reflect about this sentence
"to me, anything about ___ is nothing already."
troubles seems to be never ending
after exams, i thought i could relax
i never knew more things would add on to my burden again

fine, treat it as i didn't write anything
you don't give a damm about it anyway

Bravo-ian 7:50 PM