ok.
guess what, today was a very very very complicated day for me.
i don't know how to explain, but i'm happy, puzzled, guilty, miserable.
anyway, thanks to jia en for helping me carry my bag, and wan ying too!
haha, and li min, you helped cheered me up(:
i guessed i would not have been able to survive without my clique, which includes lynn.
and how surprising it could be, we were loggerheads last year, and almost broke into a fight.
and my platoonmates who cheered me along, i really appreciate it.
anyway, i'm so proud of G3 and BRAVO'07!
the dances were so nice(:
i'm sure they'll get in.
:D
anyway
here's what DIDN't make my day.
firstly,
i misunderstood jeeyen's sms
as she only mentioned that she'll be going out
and i thought she would be coming back
so i called a thousand times on her phone, but her phone was so @!#$%^&
because without her means that there'll be no one to carry my bag.
then, after the HK trip meeting,
me and jia ling waited at the bus stop.
since it was already getting late and that there's no one bringing me back,
we decided to wait for miss ho.
11 buses went bywhoo, now i know how tough being a teacher is.
she even came out later than mrs lee!
:/
so it's not miss ho's fault though
although we got so mad already.
haha(:
then after that
just as we were about to leave
jia ling went back to the foyer to her bag
and guess what, her tablet's missing.
PANIC.
went into the office, found out that they took her tablet
and we have to see ms ong straight away.
and frankly speaking,
it was my fault.
so i hopped to ms ong's office,
then she kind of told us our mistake.
but i ended up telling her that i was responsible and how she should demerit me instead.
because i am really responsible for this. (it's a long story why)
then after quite sometime of tense and lecture(in a good way)
we were to go to the office and apologise.
so i hopped to the office
at a speed i couldn't believe
and along the way i as feeling so confused and scared.
and people like zhong jie, fifi, li min, AJ, asyikin, chih yin and yee shan who passed by me thought something was happening
because it all seemed so urgent and tense
and fifi was telling me to slow down all the way
[haha, and thanks to fifi too, for your concern(:]
so basically i want to get to the office first
and to apologise and explain everything first
but luckily,
things didn't get that bad
and jia ling got back her tabby.
i must really thank the office clerks and Ms Ong.
i felt so
guilty.then when i came back
i was still in the confuse and guilty and complicated state
i reached and without bathing
i just slept right away
and skipped dinner.
only to find myself wake up 3 hours later.
maybe i'm really quite a burden now being kind of crippled.
burden not only to me, but to others
cos i can't even do the simplest things.
but i have to be independent, not dependant on others.
